Too Easy?

I am not struggling at all.  I feel like a fraud even keeping this blog.  I had one moment last night while getting dinner when I wanted a drink but that passed very quickly.  I am sleeping really well, and feel on top of the world, although I am very tired by the end of the day, but I am active again instead of just sitting in my room either drinking or recovering from drinking.  Is this a honeymoon phase?  Are the really tough times ahead?  I've been to the club with the family for lunch, and to the pub yesterday with Husband for lunch and had no desire for a drink, even though yesterday he had a beer (after clearing it with me first).  I am loving feeling "normal" and clear headed and getting things done again, and being able to watch tv, have conversations, and phone calls and remembering it all the next day.  My remorse at the things I have done, especially that Friday night, is in check and seems at the right level.  I am concentrating on moving forward, and while apologetic to my family, not dwelling on the disasters that drinking led me into.  MY drinking, I say it like it's a separate entity. 

I need to read back over some of my fellow bloggers to see if they went through something similar in the early days.  I honestly have no desire, or interest in, drinking at the moment.  Is it because I know the consequence will be swift and dire if I do? (Kids signing off on me, and the possibility of going to jail). 

I will continue to blog, as I suspect there are harder times ahead for me.